June 2011
Feeling like i dont even exist to her anymore, probably for the best i guess,
at this point in time im trying to hard,
“Sy, she dont love you no more get that shit straight,” - the back of my Mind.
“But i still miss her and love her..”- the bottom of my heart my Heart.
I was a hypocrite bitch, i did judge her lifestyle hella fast, but that dont mean i didnt love her.
I...
strangers yet again,
not again,
woke up crying,
woke up shaking,
woke up scared,
Had another bad dream, a dream of her, it was like everything we had was wrapped up in one small object and once i opened it, all our memories came back out to remind me of what we had, remind me of how good it was, then it all vanished, \
This is torture to be dreaming stuff like this every few days,
This is probably god’s way of...
hrmms,
Everytime it gets around this time i start to think,
and
im getting hurt again,
kthxbyeguise..
If i wasn't so damn dark,
I would cosplay as all the anime characters and video game characters i love…
The only person i can cosplay as i can think of anyways is Brock from pokemon….
god damn cambodian gentics gotta make me all dark and shizz,
My Medicine.
“her love seem like morphine in my bloodstream, and endorphin rush. After work im running out the door speeding, pedal to the floor, fiening for one touch”
She was my medicine,
She helped me when i was down, when i was sick, when i wasn’t 100%.
Its was as though i was but when i had the medicine i didnt use it and took it all the way.
Now im still left sick, still left down,...
Nightmares yet again haunt my mind,
Somebody save me..
Missing You - Trey Songz
Alicia Keys - If I aint got you
“Aint no sunshine whens shes gone”
and i know i know i know i know i know i know….
that I fucked up, this whole things my fault, i took you and your advice for granted, i was too judgemental, i judged you and your friends to hard, and all you wanted to do was show me a better way in life, which was
Growing up..
I love you so much rianne, and im sorry for everything i ever...
Mr J medeiros - Neon Signs ft stro
To go to comfest or not to go?
I really have no reason, but it seems fun BUT i have no one to go with me,
i went last year to take pictures for her and tell her my experience there and it was nice.
loved the people, loved the atmosphere, the music, the food,
But none of the homies wanna go,
Damn… fuck i hate this shit,
Being single sucks ass,
I want a summer romance.
renabunnie:
j0hnnylici0us:
Where my significant other and I can spend the whole day together, from sun rise to sun set. I want late night adventures, walks through the beach while holding hands, and countless pictures of us together. We can watch stars on rooftops or just stay home, put on a movie and cuddle under a blanket. Fancy dates and perfect relationships are the last things on my...
